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Tuesday, August 29, 2017

stressful life

Seriously aku tak mengada. mmg kerja ni stress nak mampus. Hidup dalam ketakutan je.
Gila tak? mandi tak basah, makan tak kenyang. bukan sebab jatuh cinta.. tp jatuh sakit fikir kerja tak henti-henti. HAHA.

malam ni ak hantar email lewat malam. terpaksa hadap jugak. sebab dah tanggungjawab. I have to! dah nak resign still hati tak tenang. esok tgh fikir, what will happen to me. for sure my boss ask about installation progress, Report progress. Any pending report or not. this is crazy. I cannot catch up and be a perfect person all the times. I have anything else to do.

After the email sent out, suddenly my phone got notification. Fuh, my consultant whatsapp lahh. I thought he want to ask about site issues at midnight. Oh Allah, i not have enough strength to reply. I take my phone and read his message. HAHA, he just ask me whether i got OT for midnight work.
TAAA-DAAHHH...terus continue sesi luahan hati. Kah!

He is the big boss, Director. He also said this job is stressful!







And now, I believe my decision to quit is right. I need to be happy and enjoy my life. I need to find something new in my life. Try something that I never do! Challenge myself to be something valuable to others. 

yes, you can do it Norain. Believe yourself and keep moving :)

Smile and always positive.

I feel refresh after whatsapp with him. Atleast someone want to hear my problems and comfort me as a leader. Thank you director!

Good night. Tomorrow I need to facing the Jenglot. Pray for me yahh! haha